Annie.

What is true happiness? Could someone please enlighten me on this subject? I want to smile and be able to keep it for a while. At times i feel sort of like a junkie. But my addiction is not a solid matter. I bet you can guess what it is. My heart is always breaking, i want to cry at the most random times. I can laugh for hours with friends. Sometimes complete strangers. I laugh at their jokes, their mistakes they hope no one saw. Like tripping over a flat surface. They make me laugh, they cheer me up, but they don't accept me. Acceptance. Instead of having someone tell me they love me, i would love to hear someone say they accept me. Acceptance is a more powerful thing to me than love. And love is what they say makes the world go 'round. I am not writting this for attention. I never did enjoy being the one centered on. I simply wanted to write. Hey, how many times did I write "I"?